Monday, December 27, 2010

a resolution

I promise I haven't abandoned blogging. I've gotten a little tangled up in some big suck ass health issues of someone near and dear and it's been so very hard for me to muster up the energy to do more than just get through the days. I blunder along and find at the end of the day I haven't accomplished near what I want, and sometimes need, to get done. I keep jotting down thoughts and ideas I want to blog about but just can't put those into longhand. I find I'd much rather shut my brain down and watch stupid tv.
I really shouldn't let a health crisis, over which we have no control, dictate my mood and actions but the natural pessimist in me has taken over. I fight it. I can't be sad and weepy all the time because my kids, my family, need better than that. I confess I don't do a very good job though. I may be smiling and joking, but just under the surface I am scared and freaked the hell out.
I miss the joy I get out of writing. Writing on the blog has been so good for me. I find I looked more closely, listened more attentively and enjoyed more completely all the simple everyday moments when I was writing. I need to re-focus on those simple moments. Those moments are everything. They are miracles that I have to remember to appreciate and writing helped me to remember. And now, more than ever, I need to appreciate the miracle of the everyday. So, I am going to make more of an effort to do just that.

I am going to remember to marvel at the sunsets.


Take time to snuggle with puppies (and this little cutie too)


Give thanks for family that fills my house till it's bursting


And never forget to wish upon stars.

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

another questionable napping situation


Why is it they choose to sleep smashed together on this teeny tiny little couch but when it's time for me to go to bed, they are sprawled all over my king size bed, leaving me hardly any room at all?

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

the next food network star

Katie has always loved food. She graduated from those jars of baby food very quickly because she wanted to sample what she saw on our plates. She tries most everything and eats with lip smacking delight. Lately she's gotten interested in preparing food. However, she doesn't want to just put some goldfish in a bowl or pull a piece of fruit out of the fridge. She wants to, in her words, "make up my own snack." So as much as I can, I've been letting her rummage in the cabinets and fridge and see what she comes up with. It tickles me to no end to see her smelling the spices and condiments to decide which to use in her culinary creation of the moment. One day she wanted to make me snack and she put together a yummy combination of banana, crumbled granola bar, and peanut butter. A lot of peanut butter. I have to admit, her snack was pretty tasty. She makes me some interesting trailmixes too. I love them because they're always heavy on the chocolate.

She is constantly asking to be allowed to make dinner and little by little I've taught her how to prep some foods. She is now beside me most evenings and we make dinner together. I really enjoy that time I spend with her. Like many people, she equates giving food to people with love...in the sense that a gift of food shows how much you care. She made soup for dinner the other night and as she ladled it into our bowls she asked me if we could bring some to Mimi and Papa. Since it was already dinner time I quashed that idea, but she was not to be thwarted. She called her Mimi and told her not to make dinner for the next day because she, Katie, was going to make her some soup. She bounded out of the van after school yelling "Time to deliver the soup!" And the look of pride and joy when she handed the container of soup to her Mimi was priceless. I tell Katie that one of these days we're going to be watching her on the Food Network. And you know what, I really wouldn't be all that surprised if we do.


Toasting up a bagel for her snack.

Anyone can have cream cheese on their bagel, but that is too predictable for my little gourmet. She jazzes her's up with some Nutella.

Lots and lots of Nutella. (She did wash her hands but Crayola LIES! Washable markers are not all that washable.)

She pre-rinses the knife for me.


Everything needs a little bling. Even a bagel. Katie glammed hers up with some Christmas sprinkles.


Not so easy to eat a bagel when you're missing half your teeth.

Want to have a bite Mumma?

Yummm!

Teresa's way of telling me, "slow down...you move too fast"


A much needed reminder to stop, sit for a few minutes and cuddle with the ones who matter so much. Thanks Teresa.
p.s. You knew using the pig post it was a sure fire way to get my attention, didn't you?

Monday, November 15, 2010

my room is clean (at least it is if you're a ten year old boy)

This is not the before picture. This is actually the after. I told him he needed to clean his room. Ten minutes later he announced he was done but he couldn't pick up the arena. The arena is that black square in the center of his rug.

Do you think I should get his eyes checked? Or do you think he was hoping I just wouldn't notice all the other CRAP all over the floor??!!

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Birthday wishes

joy, love, acceptance, friendship, kindness, curiosity, persistence, comfort, contentment, resilience, tolerance, wonder, delight,

all these and more I wish for you

Happy Birthday Sammy Kabookie!